it sucks when you finally think its good and that everythings finally falling back into place. you’re finally getting what you deserve, what you’ve been waiting, for. hoping for. praying for. and then
you feel the pieces you just got done picking up start falling again. and you’re trying so hard to keep them all together. but it slowly keeps crumbling.
and you’d think that it’d be easier to get back up, since you already got uo once before. but it almost seems, harder. it’s harder the second time.
maybe its cause you got your hopes too far up in the clouds. maybe it’s cause you actually believed it was right this time.
and as much as you just wanna stay on the ground. you can’t. so you stumble back up, and put on a fake smile and tell everyone you’re fine, hoping one day you’ll believe it as much as they do..